A focal change in my life.
A move.
A move towards breaking my barriers, a move towards experimentation, a move towards self-assurance.
I have been raised in conformity, I have been brought up to follow the law, to do well in school, to get a job, to have kids, to be appropriate, to be flexible and likable.
What happened to the rebellion I once had in my youth. Think back.
I know and want nonconformity. I know and want an alternative lifestyle. I want to be myself.
I want...
>>mind-altering<<
A move.
A move towards breaking my barriers, a move towards experimentation, a move towards self-assurance.
I have been raised in conformity, I have been brought up to follow the law, to do well in school, to get a job, to have kids, to be appropriate, to be flexible and likable.
What happened to the rebellion I once had in my youth. Think back.
I know and want nonconformity. I know and want an alternative lifestyle. I want to be myself.
I want...
>>mind-altering<<
It is the root source of my jealousy - jealous of those that have no fear in being themselves.
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While I am on my own quest, I need to find comfort in the fact that my most closest friends are on the same quest and admire those that have taken that long journey.
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It is strange to think that in a world of homogenization and a culture of individual suppresion, the counter-culture is equally competitive. Focus on the B A L A NC E and being G E N U I N E.
